For my sake

I was new and unexplored,

There was always something for you to know more.

Now you know my beauty and flaws,

Nothing more left for you to score.

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I don’t know-

If I cherish the moments we had,

Because they give me pain.

If I regret for being so close to you,

Now that I know, your love is not what I can gain.

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If for you I was just a fling,

That you could find someone else so easy.

If I can ever stop thinking about you,

Now that my emotion is too messy.

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My heart’s crying since I am lost,

Lost, broken, stupid, disgraced.

I guess it’s not a good feeling.

The feeling of being replaced.

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I smile for people so I don’t have to answer,

Don’t wanna be pitied fake.

It can be tough to portray myself strong,

But that is best, for my sake.